Riding My Bicycle
Hello everyone. I hope today, when you read
this post, you are currently happy and really enjoy your life. I don’t mean to tell you this in
sarcasm, NO! I just want to ensure that we all gotta enjoy our life, no matter
what have been happened yesterday, what are happening right now, or gonna be
happened tomorrow. We just all need to enjoy it, literally.
Alright. Talking about enjoying
life, right now, I’m quite happy with my new rythm of life. All of the elements
I have right now, they are something new to me because I’m nowadays having my
college life in another city from my family; and which is quite distant
from’em. It’s challenging and I feel like having a brand new adventure of life.
Even though sometimes I still feel missing home and family and bestfriends and
friends in my hometown, but I always keep the thoughts of ‘never stop stay
positive and you’ll soon find your new family in your new place’ to decrease my
sorrow about home.
I really remember at the first 2
months I stayed in this new city to me. That was the most pathetic time while
I’m living here. I almost always cried everyday because I often stayed alone in
my room, I still didn’t have many friends, I still didn’t know where I should
go even I have a motorbike here, I always cried when my parents called me on
phone, and mostly I always felt blue everytime I saw my photos with my
bestfriends in my room’s wall and listened to a song by Glee Cast: Homeward
Bound/Home.
That song always reminds me
about living home to a new place but you’re still trapped with your past
memories. But its lyrics says a right thing about my journey. Here’s the
lyrics:
I'm sitting in a railway station
Got a ticket for my destination, oh oh
On a tour of one-night stands
My suitcase and guitar in hand
And every stop is neatly planned for a poet
and a one-man band
This wave, wave
Is stringing us along, along
Just know you’re not alone
'Cause I’m gonna make this place your home
Everyday's an endless stream
Of cigarettes and magazines, oh oh
And each town looks the same to me
The movies and the factories
And every stranger's face I see
Reminds me that I long to be
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found
Just know you’re not alone
Cause I’m going to make this place your home
Where my thought's escape me
Where my music's playing
Where my love life's waiting silently for me
Settle down, it'll all be clear
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found
Just know you’re not alone
'Cause I’m gonna make this place your home
Where my music's playing
I'm gonna make, I'm gonna make, make this
place your home
Where my music's playing
I'm gonna make, I'm gonna make, make this
place our home
Know you're not alone.....
Until now I still feel dejected everytime I listen to this
song because I immediately remember of my family in home, but in the same time
this song either strengthens me because it tells me the truth; that I just need
to calm down to face all of the trouble here and everything will find its way
end.
Since I live here, I’m learning on how to live with a very
big heart and don’t underestimate to others. Why should I do that? Because everything here
is new to me. The culture, the way of life, the ways to express our thoughts to
others, everything. But it doesn’t mean I don’t filter everything I get here.
If I don’t a big heart to accept and share what I have, then I can guarantee to
myself that I must be can not enjoy my study and find a new family here.
I don’t know how would life bring me in or where would life
take me to, but all I get to do is just trusting in myself, to always have a
big heart and do the best; for me, for everyone. Everything will worth it in
the end. My bicycle is still good enough to be ride on and I will try to always
keep it balance.