Monday, 28 June 2010


Aku udah milih.
Waktu gak bisa diputar balik.
Aku tau, pasti ada rasa gak rela buat ngelepas itu semua.
Perjuangan untuk dapat itu semua berat.
3 tahun aku berjuang, tapi aku lepaskan begitu aja dalam hitungan jam.
Tapi, sekali lagi,
waktu gak bisa diputar balik.
Mau nyoba sampe guling-guling, mau nyari sampe ujung dunia, mau memohon kayak gimanapun sama Allah, juga gak bakal bisa.
Harus ikhlas untuk melepas itu semua.
Gak ada yang perlu disesali.
Allah pasti udah punya rencana lain buat kita.
Sekarang tinggal yakinkan hatimu sendiri.
Semua memang ada lebih dan kurangnya.
Harus terima apapun konsekuensinya.
Dan aku.... siap untuk nerima semuanya!
Ya Allah, bantu aku, semoga ini keputusan terbaik, amin :")

Friday, 25 June 2010


Hey! Finally, I can open and make looks in my Looklet page. HORAAAAY! Yeah, Looklet is fun and exciting, isn't it? <3 <3

Life is all about choices.

And we don't know which is the best for us. There are some ways to solve it, like always do prayer to God, ask for your friends and families on their testimonials and comments, looking for many informations, keep thingking the benefits and disadvantages, and the last, ensure your heart if your decision is the best for you.

This is what's happening to me right now. I have two choices: Taruna Nusantara High School or Padmanaba High School. How dying it is?

Those 2 schools are the best and so many students would like to get in on one of them. Why? Because the schools are famous, high-quality, have briliant students, have been winning many competitions, have a lot of extracuricullar and organizations, and many more!

And, luckily, I was accepted in Taruna Nusantara High School. After passing administration, academic, medical, and psychological tests, it can be said I'm 95% will soon be Taruna Nusantara High School's student. In Yogyakarta region, from about 360 students who had registered to do the academic test, only about 70 students which is allowed to continue to medical and psychological tests. After that, only 46 students who can pass to oral test. And I'm one of them. Very awesome. Everybody knows, being Taruna Nusantara High School's student is a difficult thing.

: you have to be smart. You have to have minimum, 70 on science, Indonesian, English, and mathematics since you're on 7th grade in your report book. Sounds hard? Yes! Besides, the academic test was very difficult, I admit it. But, if you can pass it away, it means 75% you can be accepted as Taruna Nusantara High School's student.

: you have to be capable financially. Taruna Nusantara High School isn't cheap. In case, 28 million rupiahs will be spent only for the entrace fee. Imagine it, Rp 28.000.000,00 !!! I believe you can buy Satriya (motorcycle) with those money.

you have to prepare your mind, body, and heart. You absolutely know, Taruna Nusantara High School is a millitary school. So the circumstances should be so dicipline, independent, and strict.

Actually, I have the first and second strings. But the third, I'm not sure. I'm kinda moody person, some times really adore of something, but not long I can be really loathe of that thing. The other reasons why I confused to chose among Taruna Nusantara High School or Padmanaba are , my father a lil' bit wants me to get in to Taruna Nusantara High School but my mother don't either. She thought, for me, Padmanaba is better. She won't me to be desperate if I go to Taruna Nusantara High School, due to it's millitary system.

And, I choose.... Padmanaba.

Why? The only reason is: because I love socializing. I think in Taruna Nusantara High School I also can do it, but some, not as much as in Padmanaba. I'm sorry, I beg for everyone's apologize. I know I may not 100% will be accepted in Padmanaba, but this is my decision. I may just go to Teladan, Delayota, or Smada. But I will assume all of the risk. I promise, I guarantee.

For once, sorry. Please appreciate my decision. This is mine, not yours.